Saturday, May 08, 2010

Hi! D'you miss me?

Yeah, I missed me too! Just kidding! I have been looking for motivation to blog, with pictures and everything, but I haven't found it yet. I don't have much motivation for stitching lately. Usually by this time in a month I have already finished at least my monthly checkered square for the month, and have at least started my first of the two alphabet squares I have allotted for each month...but, nothing! All I have is a start on "Petal" my next lamb piece.

I have been incredibly lazy lately, I don't know why, but all I want to do is read. I haven't even pulled the threads to start my monthly little pieces yet! That is how far behind I am! I have done nothing! I have only started my lamb piece because it was conveniently already kitted up and ready to go when I finished "I'm not sleepy". I haven't set out any goals, I'm just a blob, a sit-on-the-couch-and-read-and-watch-tv-while-I-half-heartedly-work-on-"Petal" blob. And of course I facebook still waaaay too much, even though I vowed that May would be a NO FB month!! I failed! My addiction to Fishville has taken me over! LOL...but I will not complain about that, as it is MY time, and I have obviously chosen to do it and not do other things, so why keep blah blahing over it. I am disappointed in myself over it though, I just feel like I waste SOOOOO much time on there, when I can be doing so many other things, but oh well, it is what it is.

So, that's my sad life at the moment, bending to the evil powers of my addiction to facebook, and watching the rest of my life slip is seriously time to do the 12 life has become unmanageable and I'm powerless. It sounds really stupid, but I majored in addiction studies in college, so I often have the tendancy to apply the twelve steps to anything...anything that causes you to be sooooo focused on that it is life changing or causes you to obsess over is an addiction.

Anyway, sorry about sorta going off there! Well, I will try really hard to focus more on stitching and post some photos this week! I really need to! And now I am going to go clear out all my fish tanks at Fishville, and see if I can go a day without it...just ONE day! I know I can! and if I can do one I can surely do two! and so on and so on! Happy Mothers Day!!


Jules said...

It's alright! Sometimes you need to take a break from one hobby to really enjoy it again! It will come back!! In the meantime, how are the books coming along?

Meari said...

I don't have a facebook account so I guess I don't understand the addiction so many people have to it. So... did you make it one day?